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10 Days into the year...

And already, 2008 is shaping up to be one of the possibly worst years of my entire life. Okay, maybe I'm being melodramatic, but give me a little bit of leeway here.

Let's have a run through, shall we?

Things that suck #1: The prospect of one of my outlets being taken from me. This isn't that bad. I can always find more. But it still sucks.

Things that suck #2: Work. Again. Today was quite possibly the worst day of work in my life. My boss was being a dick of the highest caliber. Again, not to me directly, but to me nonetheless. First, he makes my best work friend cry, which I hate. My boss is a dick. My friend is weak willed and cries very easily, but still. Just because he's the boss doesn't mean he can make people cry. At least not in my mind. That isn't right.

It gets worse. He decided to retool the computers at work or something. Including the computer that I use during my breaks to check my e-mail and message boards and wiki, because, you know, I'm on my break. Apparently, he doesn't want me to use the internet. Again. On. My. Break. We found IE, so until that bitch tells me TO MY FACE that I cannot use the internet on my break, I will continue to do so. But the fact that he's doing these high school games is angering me. Which is kind of funny, since his wife just told me yesterday that I got an e-mail account because of the fact that I 'have' a computer.

It still gets worse. Today, I was working until 4 in packaging. Now, packaging is my MAIN job... but I'm supposed to be done with packaging as of 2:30 so that I can do labels. Today, that was not the case. Why? Because yesterday the bosses (my boss and the wife) decided that we needed to put out more pots. More very big pots. Big pots with lots of sleeves. Lots of sleeves that need to be packaged. Cindy, one of the morning girls, wasn't there again, so we were putting stuff in tubes and bags until 9:15. When I get there at 8 that shit is supposed to be done...

Things that suck #3: The big one...

2008 was SUPPOSED to be the year of Disney. Disneyland in April with Vanessa for a week. Then Disneyworld in November with Vanessa for Super Soap and a week.

Now... it looks like both trips are getting canceled. So, literally some of the things that I was looking forward to the most in 2008 have been taken from me ON THE SAME DAY. Which was already a pretty damned shitty day to begin with. Not that I'm hating it. Shit happens. I get that. I won't fight it. I don't want to fight it, because that would be selfish. I would just rather it not happen in a way that takes away the things that matter most. Okay, they're trips, and they're trivial, but they're important to me. And really, I don't do much with my life. I'm boring. That's who I am.

There's a possibility of Disneyland in May with my aunt and cousins. But that involves children. And I hate children. I hate children. I hate children at Disneyland.

Then there's the possibility of going in June with Vanessa and her family, but I don't want to seem like an extra wheel, even though I was 'invited.' Because if you knew Vanessa's mom, you'd know better. I love that woman, I honestly do, she's always nice to me, but I want her to STAY nice to me.

And then there's Disneyworld in November. November is 10 months away. 10 months to find someone to go with me. But who would want to go with me to go and see soap stars for a weekend? That's WHY I want to go. That's the whole damned reason. And I won't go to Disneyworld for the first time by myself. I just won't.

Why isn't borderline suicidal a damned mood?!

I'm kidding.


*shifty eyes*

On the plus side, I changed my journal theme thing. It's a very fitting one.


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Jan. 11th, 2008 05:53 am (UTC)
And already, 2008 is shaping up to be one of the possibly worst years of my entire life.

... Good god. It COULD be the best year of your life if you took a chance.
Jan. 11th, 2008 02:35 pm (UTC)
Nah... unless something major, MAJOR happened, it couldn't top 2006.

I met Scott that year. SCOTT!!!!
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