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Mixed day...

So, first, for girltype, the website for Swank Farms. http://www.swankfarms.com/ It's friggen pricey! But that's what a job is for, right? Money for fun times.

Okay, so work sucked. You know why work sucked? Because I basically got told that I was doing a shitty job as supervisor for Saturday's. That I was abusing my position and working too slow and that my coworkers were pretty much unhappy with me. And then I told him that I didn't think I was a slow worker, because I don't, and he said that he thought I was. That I just plodded along at my own little pace and they put up with it but they weren't really happy with it. So, at least now I know why I never got employee of the month. I told my boss that I couldn't try and reach some plateau that people had the idea of what I should be, because I was doing what I could do without pushing myself to a limit that wasn't worth it. And I suggested that it would be best to take me off of the supervisor position if I was doing so horribly at it. It means less money, but it also means I get a full weekend again... and that's a good thing. The fact that my whole work ethic has basically been shot to hell and will probably never recover? Not so much.

You'd think on a day when Britney lost her kids and I got my damned diploma I'd be happy. But nooooo. Work had to fucking ruin that.

Life sucks. It should get better but it sucks right now.


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Oct. 2nd, 2007 01:45 am (UTC)
*weeps* that's horrible. i thought you would have be glowing for britney news. but whenever i get talked to like that, it KILLS me, i mean it never really happens, but i can recall that last time it did and it felt like a punch to the gut.

anyways. if it means full weekends off, than we can actually do mall stuff again! WIN.
Oct. 2nd, 2007 01:49 am (UTC)
I know. Nobody says shit to me at all... so I THINK I'm doing great. I mean I know there are areas that I can improve at, but I don't think that anyone expects me to be perfect all the time. And then it's just like 'no, you need to do everything better...' so the whole rest of the day I was depressed. Though Brit's news did perk me up a bit.

The people who I have talked with have said that it is BS. But they could just be helping soothe my bruised ego. Right now I don't care. I need soothing.

But yeah, you're right. Even if it means less money it means I get more time to do stuff. Disney store! Mall! Win!
Oct. 2nd, 2007 03:05 am (UTC)
I can't view the website for some odd reason...
Oct. 2nd, 2007 03:08 am (UTC)
I just got some somewhat blank screen.


Now it seems to work pretty good.
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