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I'm all sadlike!!!

Seriously... in addition to the day basically coming down to nothing but SHEER SHIT because of my fucking (there's that word again) housing thing, it was also the last day I worked. So many people were sad to see me go. It made me sad to leave. I love the people I work with. Seriously, I LOVE the people I work with. They're so great. Even Blaine said he was sad. I hate making Blaine sad. Precious Blaine.

Meanwhile, Juana, one of my now ex-coworkers, was attempting to set me up on a blind date with her daughter. Everyone is telling me to go for it, but I'm like 'I have 4 days left before I leave for school, dammit, even if we had something, it would go away.' And, I wouldn't want my first ACTUAL date to be a blind date, set up by my aunt and coworker, no less. Woman's already planning the wedding and everything.

Plus, everyone's under the assumption that I'm going to be coming back there. I mean, don't get me wrong, as I've said, I love my coworkers, or former coworkers, to death and I think they're great people, but that isn't a career that I want. Especially if I keep on only working at 10 bucks an hour. I didn't get a damned degree just to work for 10 dollars an hour. I need more than that. I said I probably wouldn't, but I never said that I would not. I also said I would try and visit around the holidays, just to make an appearance.

It was funny, Lauren, not a coworker, but a child of a coworker who also kind of works for low pay, making my job the center of the new empire of Kathy Lee... anyway, someone, actually I think it was my boss, said that I don't love my mom. And she was all 'you don't love your mom?!?!' I, of course, couldn't say 'no, I do love my mom,' because that would be a lie, so I made up some story about how she left me in a ditch when I was 12 to go and gamble. For a second, she believed me.

Now my parents' are gone, again, which sucks because I want to talk to my dad about the housing thing. Can't do it today, he won't be around. Can't do it tomorrow, because we're going to that stupid ass party that I don't want to go to. Can do it on Sunday. Probably will. Now where's that flyswater, I want to take out my frustrations on the helpless bugs. BOW TO MY POWER!!!

Listening to Ballads right now is probably not a good idea. Does that stop me? No, no it does not.