July 4th, 2009

Pluto close up

I might go deaf, but I don't care!

Listening to MJ. Been listening to MJ most of the day. I added some Mariah, but I've been listening and watching MJ lots. I'm DVRing the funeral, since I won't be here that day, and I don't think my coworkers would be very understanding of me needing to take the day off to watch MJ's funeral at home. They MIGHT, if I hadn't just gotten back from Disneyland and taken the week off... I could call in that day, but they'd know.

Why am I going deaf? Because that shit is LOUD! My mom wants it loud because she's making food in the kitchen and the layout of the house is such that sound from my room doesn't hit the kitchen very well. This song, Give In To Me, off of Dangerous? It's AMAZING!!! It's the rock song of this album, like Dirty Diana and Beat It, good shit is gooooood!

It's just so hard. He's been gone over a week, and I still miss him so damned much. SO DAMNED MUCH. The music will ensure that the legacy lives forever, though. The music and the fans like me and girltype, who were true to the end and won't let the legacy die! Future generations shall know of MJ, I vow this.

And now it's Will You Be There. This song is so beautiful, and so touching, and now that he's gone it's so crushing at the same time. Especially what he says at the end. Michael, I will never let you part, for you are always in my heart.