June 26th, 2009

White Phoenix Base by alrischa

A part of my soul is gone!

Me and girltype always talked about how bad it would be WHEN we lost him. How crushed we would be. Basically, it would be one of the worst days ever. And then it happened, and I wasn't ready for it. With Farrah I expected it, but this? This was just... so wrong. I'm crushed beyond words, trying to avoid the internet at all costs because, really, I don't want to deal with this.

Thankfully, I've got girltype in my life. We was true blue to the end, and we still will be! We're not like those fakers who would talk shit about him all the time and now that he's gone are all 'oh, I loved him so much and I'm going to miss him!!!' Nah, nah, you all are a bunch of poseurs and you need to get the hell out!

Today, I woke up for the first time with knowing that Michael Joseph Jackson is gone. And my world is bleaker because of it.

Off to Disneyland tonight. I wish I could be happier about it!