Went to grandfathers today for fathers day, hated it soooooooooo much. I HATE HATE HATE HATE My grandfather with a passion and I don't like seeing him at all, if I can avoid it. I gave the step-grandmother a hug for the first time since they got married two years ago though... nothing against her and she's a nice lady, I don't LOVE her *yet*, but still, she's nice and it's not HER fault that he married her without telling anybody and just saying here's your new grandma, have fun, or something like that... Anyways, talked to him for like two minutes the entire time I was there, again I hate that man. My dad goes and tells the step-uncle that I still hate him and he tells me to get over it... fucker. I will NOT get over it, he is a bad man, a very bad man. Of course, my mom knows I hate him so she's like "we'll go to wal-mart on the way home" so I'm thinking "hooray, new game" but they have NOTHING at Wal-Mart in Los Banos... nothing at all, well they have cube RE, but I don't really want it anymore, they didn't have a wavebird or that new mega memory card thingy either... nor did they have a decent computer game. Most of the day sucked ass except the part where my parents told me that Starship, the people who preform one of my all-time favorite songs "Sarah" will be preforming at the Rally over the 4th of July weekend, and I'm gonna go see them if it kills me... maybe even get backstage passes. Problem is, I have NO clue what else they sing... I should look it up... yes that would be best.
I'm bored out of my mind, checking my FF.net account like hourly to see if someone ANYONE reviewed ANY STORY I'VE FUCKING WRITTEN! You know, twenty four stories... and I think I'd be able to get a single review in what... two weeks. It's times like this that make me think about just not writing anything at all, people do not appreciate the time I put in on those things and it bugs me from time to time, tomorrow I'll probably get one review and be happy... but all I really want is ONE FUCKING REVIEW! I'm seriously pondering learning how to do webpages so that I can put them somewhere else other than the vortex that is FF.net... but I'd still keep them on there too. I'm also pondering getting my ear pierced sometime soon... just for a change in appearance, god I need stuff to do... nothing to do nothing to do nothing to do nothing to do, GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHH! *slams head against wall*