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Is this what heartbreak feels like?

Today, at work, I went onto my LJ during lunch and checked my gossip websites, as I am prone to do. Omona being one of them.

An article on BoA? EXCELLENT. Reading, happy times. She said she would have liked to have been reborn as a member of Girls' Gen and talked about how hard it was for her to do everything by herself when she was only 13.

Then she talked about her interests, what she does during her rare off time. She likes to watch movies.

AND DRINK ALCOHOL.

FUCK. MY. LIFE.

Seriously, I've been in a funk the entire rest of the day. My beloved BoA, she who has basically been my WORLD for ALMOST 8 years, has admitted to doing one of the things that I oppose more than almost anything else. Seriously, I would have taken it better if they said she was a lesbian (there are rumors floating about that she is, and not that there's anything wrong with that, it does deflate the whole 'SHE WILL BE MINE' if she loves her some girls), but... drinking? WHYYYYY?!?!

Now my love is SEVERELY compromised. I... just don't know how to feel.

It's a bad day.

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snowflake_girl
Oct. 15th, 2010 01:01 am (UTC)
oh. I'm sorry. even if you weren't anti-drinking, saying that is kind of tacky...

*hugs*
setsuna16
Oct. 15th, 2010 01:03 am (UTC)
Well, she WAS asked what she likes to do during her free time.

So it wasn't like she just was all 'I like to drink!'

Still, dreams, crushed. Damn self-induced hype.
snowflake_girl
Oct. 15th, 2010 01:05 am (UTC)
well, I still think it's weird.

in any case, I'm sorry.
setsuna16
Oct. 15th, 2010 01:07 am (UTC)
Danke.

I will be strong. I will be stronggggg!
girltype
Oct. 16th, 2010 12:35 am (UTC)
Been there, been there, BEEN THERE. With Goro, despite his scandals and his poor choice of words, any other man would have had me running the other way, but I feel all his slight imperfections make me love him even more. Goro has been my #1 for so long, I can't imagine anyone else. Keep strong, yo.
setsuna16
Oct. 16th, 2010 12:37 am (UTC)
I know! I had my moment of weakness, and then I decided, when I was listening to HOT's Hope, that so many times she has blessed my life, I can't let this one flaw ruin the purity of my love for her.

Plus, I CAN FIX HER!!!!!!
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